Abortion. Pro life and pro choice

This is a topic I feel strong about. When I was younger I always was agaisnt abortion. I believed that is was terrible. Then when I was 15 I got pregnat. Scared and alone I just knew I couldn't have a baby.I had an older boyfriend who was abusive and threatened to tell everyone if I didn't get one. He did exactly that. I was 9 weeks pregnat when I went to the clinic. The second I seen the ultrasound picture I told the nurse I didn't wanna do it. I felt too ashamed and sad. I ended up getting one a week later. After I thought about my life and how my boyfriend wasn't suited to be a father. Everyone knew me as the girl who was pregnat. I am now a senior in highschool and still ashamed. I am not proud of my mistake but it made me a better person. If anyone has any comments or can relate please share! Thankyou